That's Life

[grasshoppa]

Who could have known that life would take such a harsh turn.
I sit here and think...wondering how things could have been different.
What hurts the most is what wasn't said, but should have been.
We should have been open and honest with each other.
Instead we swept things under the rug.
Now look at where we are at.
To turn back the hands of time...if we only could.

My heart aches. I do still long for that special someone.
I don't know why.
I know that I am strong, but I feel weak.
Not wanting to defend any more.
I have lost the will to fight.
Until I regain my composure, my battleground is a free-for -all,
And my sadness has become a close friend.

Eventually I will get back on that horse....
Well, maybe not that same one, but one of close stature.
All will be fine and dandy, grazing in a green pasture.
Maybe...until I fall off again and have to pick myself up.
It really hurts to have to pick yourself up, but......
Until then...I guess
Live life day by day. For it might get easier, sometime.